I just feel like I'm becoming more and more detached from the world around me. I hardly see my friends and 2 of my best, my housemates, well the majority of conversation is through written text whether it's email, phone or magnadoodle. I just like to keep myself to myself and I know Julie's the same. However wrong it may be, social circles are almost exclusively decided on whether you go out drinking or not. As I hardly ever do, I feel like I'm losing touch. It depresses me to feel like this, yet I hardly enjoy getting drunk anymore. I have no idea why this is, I don't think I can hack the amount of idiots that surround me (that's not my mates obviously, the general public) and everyone always talks about getting drunk, having to get drunk, the "damage drink must be doing to my liver" (said with ironic sarcasm) - I don't know, it's just not me. I'd much rather pile consoles and board games into the living room, have a few vodkas, listen to some good music and not be ill the next day =P If that makes me a sad loser, so be it..
Wednesday, 16 April 2008
Shit.
So, Blogface, things seem to be a bit shit at the moment. Nate's dad is currently in hospital - I don't really like to ask for details or anything but as far as I'm aware, things are not good :( I really hope he has a speedy recovery and I know Nate would be absolutely gutted if anything bad was to happen. The above kind of makes the rest of this blog redundant but still is a bit shitty. Julie had a accident with a pole the other day and has scraped all down the side of her brand new car. Though only visual damage, Julie is understandably upset with it being brand new - add on that a couple of customer service/administrative errors with things she's bought lately and things don't seem to be going right. I've also been bedridden with illness - my throat feels like crap and everytime I cough my head pounds and throat tears (not literally, I hope). Cats for peru are recording in 2 weeks time and I'm a little paranoid about my voice so fingers crossed.
I just feel like I'm becoming more and more detached from the world around me. I hardly see my friends and 2 of my best, my housemates, well the majority of conversation is through written text whether it's email, phone or magnadoodle. I just like to keep myself to myself and I know Julie's the same. However wrong it may be, social circles are almost exclusively decided on whether you go out drinking or not. As I hardly ever do, I feel like I'm losing touch. It depresses me to feel like this, yet I hardly enjoy getting drunk anymore. I have no idea why this is, I don't think I can hack the amount of idiots that surround me (that's not my mates obviously, the general public) and everyone always talks about getting drunk, having to get drunk, the "damage drink must be doing to my liver" (said with ironic sarcasm) - I don't know, it's just not me. I'd much rather pile consoles and board games into the living room, have a few vodkas, listen to some good music and not be ill the next day =P If that makes me a sad loser, so be it..
I just feel like I'm becoming more and more detached from the world around me. I hardly see my friends and 2 of my best, my housemates, well the majority of conversation is through written text whether it's email, phone or magnadoodle. I just like to keep myself to myself and I know Julie's the same. However wrong it may be, social circles are almost exclusively decided on whether you go out drinking or not. As I hardly ever do, I feel like I'm losing touch. It depresses me to feel like this, yet I hardly enjoy getting drunk anymore. I have no idea why this is, I don't think I can hack the amount of idiots that surround me (that's not my mates obviously, the general public) and everyone always talks about getting drunk, having to get drunk, the "damage drink must be doing to my liver" (said with ironic sarcasm) - I don't know, it's just not me. I'd much rather pile consoles and board games into the living room, have a few vodkas, listen to some good music and not be ill the next day =P If that makes me a sad loser, so be it..
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2 comments:
Aww :(
Dude, you know all your mates understand you don't want to go out and get pissed all the time - it's just something that most of the time (be it right or wrong) goes with where we go at the time. I don't think I'd have the confidence to air guitar with a stranger without a little dutch courage! lol I wish I could be more like you guys who don't have to drink when out, I'm spending a fortune and for what? A broken liver and beer belly :-S
But then again I enjoy a cold pint to relax so it's really about getting that middle ground I guess.
Anyhoo, summer is round the corner and that brings more house parties where the only dicks are the ones you know, BBQs, general get togethers that aren't just going to town and getting drunk and of course - Alton Towers trips :-D
Hope you get that cough sorted, it sounded very painful this morning! But if it's any consulation I had it a few weeks back when I lost my voice and it felt like I had swallowed razorblades but it went in a week so touch wood!
Hope Julie is ok too what with having a shit week, I saw the graze on the car - eek! It's a shame you just can't find a huge car plaster to mend it.
I think the last week has been a pretty bad one for all, I don't think I've cried so much in a week as I have this week. But hopefully things are looking up. I know I feel a million times better already after going out and dancing the night away last night hehe
And I know Nathan really appreciates the support at the moment from all you bummers, touch wood his dad appears to be responding to treatment now so cross fingers!
But yes, all in all - there shall be more events which don't just revolve around alcohol, although on those other occasions you can always stick to pepsi whilst laughing at us goons embarrasing ourselves hehe
x
Ah thanks for the message, means a lot :) Feeling a bit better now though I’ve made Julie ill – oops! Doh! True at summer, having a drink sat outside a pub is good – I like that hehe…and BBQs, yes! Quorn burgers mmmm!
Yeah, Julie’s ok now – think she’s over the car and stuff, only superficial damage I guess – plus we got Mario Kart Wii which is amaaaazing so nothing to worry about it (we should all get some living room action on the go (oo er!) – Geez and Lucy have got it two so they can come and we can have some kinda tourni! Hehe)
Guessing you’ve been going to hosp with Nate a lot – I hate hospitals but I’m talking when I’ve been for little things – I cant imagine what its like for you guys..! Kinda puts in to perspective how bad a “family man” I am…my nan’s been in and out of hospital and I never go see her :( Doh…
Will be a better week this one anyway – Atoness set with Nate (finally!) – hopefully his dad will get better…all good =D
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